Art preservation, and the importance of accessibility

One thing I’ve always been unusually fixated on is the concept of preserving things, sometimes even to the point of borderline paranoia. I’m constantly making backups and more backups of things (both of my stuff and stuff I’ve gotten from others. And I think the hardest pill I’ve had to swallow regarding this is that there’s no way you can preserve something forever.

I’m an self-published indie creator (and very proud of it), so preservation of my work, like my UTAU libraries or my music, is almost entirely dependent on my own ability to maintain it. Physical media, of course, deteriorates no matter how hard you try to take care of it; even digital media is subject to the limitations of the physical drive it’s kept in, or even bit rot. And as nice as it is that digital media is easy to copy, I’ve still had to migrate my files from service to service hoping that the links won’t die this time, as services and clouds keep imploding. It’s a lot of work to keep this up! And despite all of my best efforts, I have to accept the fact that I am inevitably going to die someday (it’s morbid to put it this way, but after all, I’m an ordinary human being), and who’s going to maintain that when I’m gone?

“If you can read this, congratulations—the archive you’re using still knows about the mouseover text�!

Even if I weren’t an indie creator, I still don’t think I could trust companies with preservation; see the cases of the BBC infamously writing over Doctor Who tapes, or Square Enix losing the source code of older Final Fantasy games. In the end, I had to accept the horrible truth that ephemerality is inevitable. You can’t guarantee something will last forever; the only thing you can do is try to prolong its preservation as much as possible.

So, after accepting that, the question became what I could do to maximize my work’s chance of lasting for as long as possible? And in the end, the only conclusion I came to was that the best chance of my work’s survival was making it as accessible to as many people as possible. In the above-mentioned Doctor Who case, some of the tapes were recovered thanks to third parties finding copies and sending them back to the BBC. There are countless other cases where art that could have been considered “lost” was saved by people all over the world maintaining their own copies. In this world, the best thing we all have is each other.

I think that’s why I’ve gotten obsessed with trying to make my work accessible. Obviously, I do still want to have some control over my work; I have to pay the bills (I’m a hobbyist, but the things I do have material costs, and it’s nice to have more to sustain my fees with), and I request that people not repost my work without my permission (at least, as long as I’m alive). But if I want to have a shot at my work surviving for very long, each person who is kind enough to enjoy my work and take a copy for themselves is adding another opportunity for my work to survive a little longer. I’m trying every outlet I can possibly use, from physical media that isn’t dependent on cloud or streaming services, to digital downloads that are easy to copy and keep intact. I try to keep my prices low, at least to a level that’s reasonably affordable for both myself and the buyer, and I try to make sure a variety of inexpensive options are available. And, of course, for any of this to work, it has to involve actual ownership of the physical copy or file, so I do make it a point to distribute the actual items/files, not just streaming them or providing access to them.

Everyone has different feelings about what they want for their art, so maybe it’s just me, but for me, “accessibility” is one of the most important things I can offer with it. Every person who’s kind enough to support my work by buying or downloading it is helping it live a little longer and allowing my hard work to keep reaching people, and I really appreciate it. I put my effort into these things in the hopes they can continue to reach others, so what’s the point if it can’t do that anymore? I think — especially when it comes to art — sharing and appreciating things together is one of the most powerful things we can do, and the best things are created and maintained when we all continue to help each other. And it’s also why I have no patience for models that try to promote exclusivity, or remove the concept of “ownership” from the equation, because that’s the exact kind of thing I’ve been working so hard against for all of this time.

Thank you to everyone who’s been supporting my work. I really hope that all of us, creators and audience members alike, can continue to keep sharing and supporting each other.

Happy 5th anniversary, Appmon!

This is a redraw of my favorite scene in the series. The context is a bit of a spoiler, so if you want to know what happened, you’ll have to go watch it for yourself 😊

It’s Appmon’s fifth anniversary today! How?! Has it really been that long already?! I think everyone should watch Appmon (it’s currently on Crunchyroll, if your country supports it), and by that I mean everyone, not just people who already know Digimon. I can approximate my feelings during the entire climax and ending of the series as [INCOHERENT SCREAMING] through all of it. Phryn can probably testify about how we went out to dinner together around the time the last few episodes were airing, and I went on a long and nonsensical rave on the way there because of how emotionally compromised I was. I don’t know of many things that can so tastefully navigate such a delicate balance of being so charming and funny while also sending you into an existential crisis about the potential future of humanity in the current era. It’s like when Mega Man Battle Network predicted the dangers of everyone plugging everything unnecessarily into the Internet, except speaking about those issues as they pertain to society in the present day. Oh, and also, everything hurts (in a good way).

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“Limitations” are a good thing, and you should embrace them

I think it’s easy to fall into the trap of an image of the perfect work that should ideally strive to be as “ambitious as possible” in every single aspect, and because of that, whenever a “restriction” — like, say, a budgetary or technological one — is lifted on your creative work, it’s all too easy to think “Wow! I don’t have that thing holding me back anymore! Now that I don’t have this restriction, I should make use of my newfound freedom that I couldn’t make use of before!” So you then try to take advantage of it and break all the boundaries you had before, since those “restrictions” you had earlier only served to restrain your work and keep you from achieving your real creative vision, right?

A lot of the time, this just leads to the work in question becoming more unfocused and mediocre. Surprisingly, limitations are often a good thing, and I’d even say that they’re often very helpful to the point where actively putting a restriction on yourself can help your work.

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Intro

It’s been a hell of a year lately (but since when has that been news to anyone?), and while I’ve been doing my best to keep it going, the well of creative energy has gone really dry at a time like this, but I feel like it’s a waste if I don’t do something with it. It’s not to say I’m not still working on things, but it’s definitely in a more low-key fashion than before, and I feel like I’m keeping a lot of people waiting. So I decided to open this blog.

Well, the truth is, I’d actually been thinking of opening something like this for a while. I’m normally kind of a private person, and I don’t really like to go into my personal life in front of people I don’t know; I love talking to people and working with people, and I love engaging with others when it comes to creative work, but I’d been worried about my presence as a person influencing how people read my creative work. Over the last few years, I decided to loosen up on this stance, especially since my public presence started becoming more important for the collaborative work I was doing. Plus, it’s not fun being in hiding all of the time. If I have something to say, I should say it.

Still, Twitter threads are an absolutely horrid place to say anything eloquently, so a blog it is.

If you’re reading this, you probably already know me from my creative body of work, but I’ll introduce myself again for the sake of clarity. I’m formally known as Lystrialle, casually known as Aster (the reason for the disparity between names is a long story), and the brunt of my online activity has to do with creative work, mostly in the realm of music production and collaborative project management (such as albums and illustration books). To the very end, I do this within the range of hobbies, mainly because I want to keep this as something I can do with as much personal freedom as possible, rather than as a career aspiration (although I have deep admiration for those who are able to do so). Otherwise, I don’t really want to go into deeper details about my personal life in public, so we’ll leave that there.

My “hometown” where I started getting into creative work is the Vocaloid (vocalsynth) community, and I have a huge emotional investment in its potential as a creative outlet, but it’s by no means the only context I’m willing to make things in. As a musician, my preferred genre is neofolk or anything adjacent to it, but as a listener I’m not actually all that picky about genre.

I have a complicated relationship with visual arts, since I’m not very confident in my abilities in it (especially compared to music), but I dabble in it from time to time. I’d like to do something in the future with it if I can, but that’ll be a story for another day.

I’m Korean-American, although I was born and raised in the US. I have a limited command of Korean and Japanese and sometimes informally work in translation (mainly in regards to helping people communicate for hobby projects; basically I don’t have plans to work in it professionally). To that end, I also have an interest in translation and localization theory, along with a lot of really strong opinions on it.

Since almost everything I talk about here is within the range of hobbies, you should probably take everything I say with a grain of salt, but I do have a bit of formalized music background and a degree in linguistics and computer science, so I’m not just saying completely random things out of nowhere.

In general, I also like video games, although I’m not very good at them due to having infamously poor reaction time, so I usually have to stick with things like turn-based RPGs. My media interests are all over the place, but I like things with good music, kids’ franchises (animation, tokusatsu, and games), and anything I think is interesting or fun.

Basically, I have a lot of disparate interests and will probably be talking about them whenever something strikes my fancy. I have a few projects going on the background at the moment, but I can’t talk about them in detail yet, so in the meantime, I’ll do my best to keep things interesting. I hope you enjoy.